.Monday, July 18, 2011 ' 12:04 AM Y
sometimes out of randomness, i thought of giving another try but at the same time, it is hard.
an urge to travel and fly around but i know i cant.
sometimes just want to explore another place and get more exposure, but...
in life indeed there isn't prefect in everything. somehow or another, you will tend to sacrifice certain things when you're doing some things and i do understand that. however, sometimes, people tend to become greedy, that's human nature, never feels enough.
to me i feel that human behavior is a form of art.. different characters, different behavior, different personalities.. we as a human will never feel contented even when we're living in luxury life or even comfortable acceptable lifestyle.
as for now, everyone likes to ask a question, "why are you married so young?" "till now i still cant believe you're married" and etc..
is there an age limit that you need to be above 25 or 30 then you can? the answer is "NO". Marriage is two people decisions who wants to be settle down with his/her partner till old. Yes, it may sound old and traditional thinking but it is true. in whose mind will think of marriage and divorce at the same time? marriage is not a game, at least not to me.
thinking of it, everyday just looking forward to have our own house and our little kitchen for me to cook for my hub. even though i'm not a good cook but still i will want to be a wife who can cook and cook for my loved ones. everyday wakes up having him beside, eat breakfast together.. kiss and hug goodbye and head off to work.. i may be still naive but that's my thought of my little happy family. :D
there's something which i've being hiding in my heart for quite some time and i guess i shall write here then, since i'm starting to blog again. ever since, my nephew was born, i'm being looking forward to have my own baby but at the current state, it is really hard. looking after a kid is not an easy job and is also expensive.
but everyday see him being mischievous, really make my day. :p sometimes, the kid can just surprise you without you knowing he can learn so fast or even so much. i've being thinking when our kid is born, better dont be like his father so mischievous. hee. *dreaming dreaming*
alright, i guess i had enough of saying. tomorrow is monday, a day to start my battle and work hard. :) miss my BB already~ Love him lots!
Love. Sincere. Trust. Care.
