.Tuesday, July 19, 2011 ' 11:30 PM Y
mentally drained. motivations dying off.
how i wish i can put it to a stop and pull myself out. but right now, i cant, even when i tell myself i can, i really can..
my daily doze no longer be daily anymore since last year end. i always tell myself i can i really can but at certain point of time, i will become fragile. sometimes i really want to be that fragile thus so you can be there for me shower me with all the attentions. but, again, i know i cant..
everything seems to be crashing down day by day and i just wants to get away. i really missed the time when im high up in the sky, looking at the nature. it's so beautiful and stress-free. how i wish right now i can pack my bag and leave for a road trip or best, HOLIDAY~
*slap slap* stop dreaming stop dreaming
today did my research again for school and i had decided on the course that i want to study. now just need to check when will be the next intake and try to do some necessary arrangements. but whenever im doing the research, somehow i will feel pretty stress up. study is not cheap and at the current state im moving, it will be pretty tough for me but i guess i have to make it through like how i did during my poly days. i will and i will.
just wait for the email then...
Love. Sincere. Trust. Care.
